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jenny_kins' Journal  dancing display over the weekend it was awesome and i miss it so much now!! so knackered tho coz i had to work all weekend! not fun times at all! shiv came back 4rm italy 2day woop woop we will need to have some drunken nites out! xx erm.... just been at uni, doing exams etc. im trying to focus on that this year and forget about all the guy crap in my life i mean in the long run it doesnt matter but if i focused all my energy worrying about men into my uni work i could get a first class honours and that would be amazing for me. totally i would love that but i just cant study that much for it! i was doing TOTALLY good before last nite in work - but then peter came in. at first i was fine but argh he was saying bout his bird but then he was pure flirting with this OLD woman and holding her hand etc. but i did SO well i just answered all his little comments with things like "aw we;re going" me "good" and drawing him wee looks if he tried to be too flirty! he pure grabbed me at one point and was hugging me n stuff. but then it was definitely different this time coz he never asked me to take him home like he used to even when he asked me to fone him a taxi. i was so close to offereing him a lift but i held back which was good! was gonna text him last nite and this morning but i didnt and im glad i didnt. I fancy him but then would HATE to be his gf - i mean hes totally flirty with everyone and you just couldnt trust that - shes at home looking like a mug. im FORGETTING him - its gonna be tough but thats it OVER! gal was in last nite i think but i didnt even see him and dont even care woooohoooo! going to abc tonite with shiv. kinda gutted that manbat isnt coming out. she has no money but can afford to see adrian again. im so happy for her thats everythings worked out (thanks to my help lol!) but it does seem a bit like shes seeing him all the time - even in uni i was like erm why arent u having lunch n she said oh im not hungry n then 5 mins later shes away having lunch with adrian. but i would never say anything to her coz its not my place to say. aw i dunno maybe im jst jealous coz i got no one lol! I said no, no never We don't go together Oh, I really couldn't take anymore Now it's two weeks later I feel such a traitor Oh, I let you in my back door You're the one who's creeping Rough love's so deceiving I said never again but here we are A pure, pure sweetness You're my only weakness I said never again but here we are Now, I don't rush in I bite my lip and let you know I really like the game you play I'd be better off without you But I can't live without you No, am I ever gonna break away You're the one who's creeping Rough love's so deceiving I said never again but here we are A pure, pure sweetness You're my only weakness I said never again but here we are Yeah I tried to run but I don't get too far 'Cause I can't let go I can't take no more Boy, I want you so Oh-Oo-Oh No, I can't let go I can't take no more And I want you so Oh-Oo-Oh If you wait for me then I’ll come for you Although I’ve traveled far I always hold a place for you in my heart If you think of me, if you miss me once in awhile Then I’ll return to you I’ll return and fill that space in your heart Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I’ll find my way back to you If you’ll be waiting If you dream of me like I dream of you In a place that’s warm and dark In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I’ll find my way back to you If you’ll be waiting I’ve longed for you and I have desired To see your face your smile To be with you wherever you are Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I’ll find my way back to you If you’ll be waiting I’ve longed for you and I have desired To see your face, your smile To be with you wherever you are Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I’ll find my way back to you Please say you’ll be waiting Together again It would feel so good to be In your arms Where all my journeys end If you can make a promise if it’s one that you can keep, I vow to come for you If you wait for me and say you’ll hold A place for me in your heart. Sorry Is all that you can’t say Years gone by and still Words don’t come easily Like sorry like sorry Forgive me Is all that you can’t say Years gone by and still Words don’t come easily Like forgive me forgive me But you can say baby Baby can I hold you tonight Maybe if I told you the right words At the right time you’d be mine I love you Is all that you can’t say Years gone by and still Words don’t come easily Like I love you I love you yup ma song of the moment - manbat and shiv know why its significant! (that nite in stavka and the PHOTO! IS HE LOOKING AT ME??!) I wanna share your life Every minute every day of your life yeah And i want you to know That whatever you do and where ever you go Remember.. Someone loves you honey (someone loves you) no matter what just be my guy baby someone loves you honey more than anything in the world (someone loves you) (someone loves you) Im so glad im the one That u came to when you needed someone yeah thats what my loves is for its a shoulder to lean on a boat in the storm Remember.. Someone loves you honey (someone loves you) no matter what just be my guy baby someone loves you honey more than anything in the world (someone loves you) (someone loves you) (someone loves you) more than anything in the world Current music: lutricia mcneal. manbat says she saw a foto from stavka the other week and nicky is clearly looking at me with love in his eyes lol! argh does he love me?? Current music: XMAS MUSIC!!!!!!!. friday nite i was working and peter was down. ive broken up with albert so didnt have to feel guilty about openly still being in love with peter! the first thing he did was walk straight through to the lounge and give me this massive bar of chocolate that he had said he was gonna being me back from the rigs. frankie was like - ARGH! he loves you! lol! erm so the whole nite he stood at the end of the lounge bar with his mates. then he was like - aw jen will you take me home. so a gave him a lift home. i didnt have a jacket so he offered me his but i said nah its ok my cars just outside. but he said nah you will be cold in the car, take it. so i dropped him home - we had a wee kiss but i said i couldnt come in coz i had dancin the next morning and didnt want to stay. n a know if a went in a wouldnt want to come back home lol! i went to give him his jacket back but he said nah u keep it the now coz the car was still freezin! so thats it - he goes away today back to the rigs for 2 weeks. :( but he hasnt text me since friday nite. but thats just peters style! so yup in love with him again. my mums like - erm whose jacket is this!? lol! Jen x
gal came into the pub last nite when i was working - came up to the bar about 5 times and i served him coz it was only me working at that bar. but i didnt speak to him or smile at him at all. im so proud lol! at first he was all smily thinking i was gonna talk to him but eh HELLO! NOOOOOOOOOOO! |
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